

Bro got back from Russia and China yesterday. He brought back a Panda Doll. So cute! The eyes are so innocent looking. The fur. It's so soft and smooth. The body. Its so fat and cuddly. Ahh. So cute!
Had training yesterday and today. Overslept today. Sigh.
I just sat down and it just seems to flow out. It just seems to flow out like so suddenly. Where is the old Syathirah? The Syathirah that is able to stand up strong and control her emotions? What has happened to her? Where are all this mixed feelings coming from? Why are they here? I feel like just isolating myself and taking long bus rides all alone right not.
My internet connection is so so so so grrr! Can't even surf the net properly. Sigh.